Man. I was deathly sick these past few days. It started Saturday Night... and then it went from Sunday til Wednesday. I was feeling like complete and utter death. The sickness just saps your willpower. I always thought that I'd be able to resist torture and stuff.. but when you're sick your brain just fails you.
I couldn't focus because of the headaches and body aches and stuff. Everything just felt like death. Then all of a sudden I'm feeling great now. It's the sign that I'm on the recovery. My energy just spiked up.
I'm tempted to go crazy now that I'm feeling slightly better. But I'm gonna take it easy still. The fear of relapsing into the death sickness is... to close. What I wanted to write about is that there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. When I was sick... all I could think about was death and how life sucks. But now that I'm slightly recovered... I can see all the positive aspects of life.
Just because life sucks right now doesn't mean it won't get better. If your life sucks and you're at rock bottom. It means you can only go up and up. ;)
tl;dr - was deathly sick for 4 days... now I'm feeling hope again</strong></p>